Thursday, 12 December 2013; Two Hundred and Fifty Five Days Old.
I couldn’t sleep last night, I was tossing and turning and feeling anxious, but I had an overwhelming need to be close to Ayla.
So after a while I left an exhausted Hubby to sleep in peace while I snuck down the hall to Ayla’s room.
Ayla grounds me. She is my reminder of the bigger picture but at the same time she reminds me of the little things that matter.
As I sat in the glow of the nightlight and watched my baby sleep, I could actually feel my energy slowly shift from my head to my heart.
Ayla is one powerful little being, that’s for sure, and I don’t know how I’ll ever be able to thank her for coming into my world.
Not only has Ayla grounded me, she’s helped me heal and grow and become a better person in ways I never thought I could.
But I’m conscious that if Ayla can have such a massive impact on my moods and mind, then surely it works in the reverse too?
And if that’s the case, like I believe it is, then I have to try my best to be strong, and calm, and true whenever I’m with her because that’s what the very least she deserves.